been working on this song in the studio for a little while now. It's beginning to come together very nicely, I'm excited about it. Once it's finished I'll probably e-mail it to some people for their opinions and what not.

I went running today.. it was extremely cold outside and quite difficult. It's good for me though, so no worries.

I wish I didn't procrastinate on homework... that would be nice.

I'm beginning to worry about this whole job thing to be honest. If any of you are the praying type it'd be cool if you would lift this issue up when you remember. I would greatly appreciate it.

When I typed the last line I was reminded of the times when I was going through some tough stuff and people would either call or message me, telling me that their praying for me. It was when I heard or read those things that I was always really moved. Like I wouldn't have cried about the situation yet, but when I got those things I always choked up. They just made me feel really cared for, and loved. Like those people did actually think about the stuff and really did want to help. I really enjoyed that.

I'm not quite sure why I just went through that, but I just thought about it and decided to go with it. So thank all you who may have done that, it really really did mean a lot and help when I was going through that crap.

Speaking of some of that crap.. I think I'm still struggling with some bitterness. I really don't want it to be like that... I don't know...