I'm leaving soon. I'm pretty sure it hasn't fully hit me yet, but its beginning to. I'm beginning to realize how much I'm going to miss some people. There's a little bit of nervousness going through my bones, mixed with excitement I think. Hopefully this will be a good move. I really just want to establish my music stuff...

I'm hoping for a more laid back and more focused lifestyle this next year and a half.. I'm not to sure if it'll turn out that way though.



I've been struggling with self consumption a lot lately.. I understand that I've been like that since birth, but it seems like it's been more so for the last little while.

Sometimes I get scared that God will just give me up to my sin..
I know He's all about forgiveness and everything, but He's done it before and that's kind of scary.

I need to read more...